Uncertain of the Future

This blog is certainly a passion of mine, but as of this moment I’m at a loss of what to say.  I feel like there is so much I could do to help, but I have no idea what it is, so I write.  I’m not sure what it does or if anyone reads it or if it helps but in an entirely selfish way it helps me to think it might. 

This last week or so I feel like I’m finally getting me back, I’m enjoying life again.  I’m enjoying my son more than I have in his whole first year of life, which to me is terribly depressing.  But I won’t allow myself to dwell.  I’ve enjoyed him at every moment and every step, but now as we quickly approach his first birthday next month I’m getting my mojo back so to speak.  My mind is clearing, my sense of humor is coming back.  We ran a ton of errands this weekend and I spent most of it laughing, my husband and son are so adorable and silly and I enjoyed them.  It was amazing.

So for now I may be quiet while I figure a few things out, but worry not I’ll be back shortly I promise!